life without church is pretty much the same to me. and out of church, i experience more. actually all along, i don't strongly believe about staying in church. but i still believe in God, just one and only God who created the whole earth.

what was it? i knew that somewhere, somehow, i got to go to a higher ground. and the people i meddled around in church aint getting me nowhere. yes i have personally know many "high post" or highly successful people in church, they could be my mentor and guide me to help me get higher in life, but at the end of the day, it is yourself, not the others. you made decisions yourself, you know where you will be best for you.

what have i seen in YOG? i've seen the best, the best of the future; the young Olympians. they are pretty much the same as me and u, having similar hobbies like LAN gaming and animes like NARUTO. but what makes them so different? - their mindset.

these young olympians have a strong focus and passion. and wouldnt be ready to be giving up for anything not achieved. they aim the best and try their best. what is losing to them? no losing at all, only win. losing is only to yourself, your own mind.

after YOG, i decided to find a place of focus, somewhere i can influence others, and let others influence me. i need to mature so much more, we need to think about our future somehow. of course as a youth, i want to enjoy myself. but besides enjoyment, we ought to know where we might stand one day. it may be your dream, your vision. what's yours?

i want to see myself influencing others, climbing up the corporate ladder or even having my own business. have a great gf, even marrying to be my wife and have a shelter. its not only the big picture, u see i have pretty much imagined everything.

i want to be a generous person, i want to influence. and of course, i might even find my love haha.

next stop; winter~